by Shannon Baker
I researched flights for Left Coast Crime. I checked
my email and had an on-line conversation with my daughter. I wandered over to
Facebook and blew an hour. After that, I messed around with some hot tub
maintenance.
Then it seemed like time for coffee so I brewed a pot and read a
few articles in The Week.
I dug into the file cabinet looking for an obscure
bill from last year to compare with this year. Checked my emails again and
answered some questions. Then back to Facebook. And out to check on the hot
tub….
All of this while carrying around a fifty-pound
sandbag of guilt, knowing I have a big word count I set for today. I can’t seem
to force myself to BICHOK this morning. (Butt In Chair, Hands on Keys) Now it’s
nearly noon and I’m still in high-speed avoidance behavior. To break the seal
(in a little bathroom reference) and get the words “flowing,” I’ve finally
settled into writing this blog.
I’m galloping through the first draft of a novel in
a genre I’ve never tried before. And I’m using a different writing method than
I’m used to. This experiment coincided with NaNoWriMo, so I’m unofficially
participating in that. Instead of a goal of 50,000 words in November, I’m
shooting for a first draft of this book, more like 75-80K. I hit 40 thousand of
those puppies yesterday. That’s not bad progress for 18 days.
And that’s my problem. I’m battling that “Hey, you
rock” high with the “Don’t quit ‘til you’re done” attitude. I spent a lot of
years as a Lutheran and I am from Nebraska, so you can see where the work
ethic/guilt part might be pretty ingrained. Seriously, though, what would be so
wrong with taking one day off? Sure, I know Stephen King never takes a day off,
but I’m no Stephen King.
Then I happened along a TED Talk on something called
grit. (Yes, I stumbled upon it while browsing in Facebook, why do you ask?) http://tinyurl.com/c2sxaay. According to Angela Lee Duckworth, grit is
what causes success. It’s not how smart we are or how talented we are, but it’s
the ability to dig in and keep working toward the goal.
I even took the quiz linked to the video. (Well, I had time I was
murdering so why not?) If I answered the questions honestly—and I’m not above
lying to myself—it turns out I have quite a bit of grit. I might go ahead and
agree with that assessment, though. I’m not the most brilliant bulb in the
chandelier, nor am I gifted with great heaps of writing talent. But I’ve been
toiling away on writing books for a very long time.
I haven’t achieved success in terms of John Grisham or Nora Roberts but
I’m continuing to make progress in my writing career. I’m becoming a better
writer with each book I turn out and I’m learning more and more all the time.
To stick with this crazy business and challenging career, it takes grit, not to
mention a loose grasp on sanity.
So now, duly inspired and my fingers well oiled, I am shutting off
Facebook, turning away from email and setting up in the blocks for today’s word count race.
When you hit a writing funk, what fires up your gritty nature and sends
you back to the keyboard?
2 comments:
Go get 'em, Shannon!
To answer your question, Shannon, a nice gritty motivational post like yours. Good luck on today's and the rest of the month's word count!
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